Church was Great!! i love my Calling in the Nursery, i only have 2 boys in there at the moment and boy are they hard to handle, one likes to escape (boy can he run) and the other just sits there and doesn't do anything , poor thing hes From a different country so i don't think he really understands what i am saying as he speaks fluent in his native language... shame hes like a little monkey so cute when he pouts bless hahah :)
Sunday school was good gave me a lot to think about. I have been in the church my whole life iv had trials and happy times but the last four five years have felt like one after another after another. My time in College was when it all started really, i was studying art for two years. I went there expecting to just keep my head down and do what i enjoy and what my passion was. Well if only i new than what i know now......i made friends with some of the guys and girls and peer-pressure was a huge thing. The place was evil all they did was swear talk about nudity and there relationships. I felt so out of place being a member of the church and they did not like it one bit. One of my friends at the time was gay, i felt like the way they treated him was different to me. It was okay for him to be gay but not okay for me to believe in a god? doesn't seem right huh . But there we go i started doing things i am not proud of (no alcohol or drugs or smoking) than i met a guy a great guy we started dating and as of Feb this year i broke things off. I stopped wanting to go to church when i was with him i was so sad and have never felt so alone in my entire life. I would cry myself to sleep every night since way before Christmas, After 2 years of being with this guy if i didn't break things off i know i would of slipped into an even darker place than i was already in.
It has taken me along time to be able to talk to people about how dark the 2 years where for me as to everyone else looking in it was a great relationship. But during Sunday school today i realized i have concord my demons for now that is i know i have many trials to come i am sure.
Than home i came to a wonderful Sunday lunch with the family, than birthday cake for my niece :) Spent hours in the garden laughing and reminiscing. I love what the sun does to people, they become more friendly and happy i hope the sunshine stays, (Fingers Crossed)
I love the gospel of Jesus Christ with all my heart and its never to late to know this, If there is one thing iv learnt and that is you are never alone he is always there to guide us if we ask him to be apart of our lives :)
And now my scripture of the day :) this one i found during cross referencing during Sunday school :)
3 Nephi 23:5
And whosoever will hearken unto my words and repenteth and is baptized. the same shall be saved. Search the prophets, for many there be that testify of these things.
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